Deep in the Father's Heart  

1st July 07

Last week Doncaster was under great pressure because of flooding. Bentley's streets were flooded. It was said that this weekend would be worse. I felt anxious for Jan going down to London and also Jonathan going to Greece. I wondered if Jan would be able to get back. The Lord told me not to be anxious. That there would be disasters, but my children would be kept safe and I was to hide within the Father's heart and that He Jesus would be there with me. I felt very safe at times, knowing that I was in the Father's love and that he was keeping me safe.

Bombs were found in cars down there on Friday. Then a car drove into Glasgow airport and burst into flames. A man with a bomb round his waist ran out in flames. Anyway, the country is in critical alert, expecting more attacks,

This morning Sunday, Jesus told me to stay laying down in that secret place and to sing praises. Then he took me by the hand and took me deeper into the Father's heart. In this room it was quite dark, yet there were precious jewels everywhere. The scripture came to me:

Isaiah 45:3. And I will give thee the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places, that thou mayest know that I, the Lord, which call thee by thy name, am the God of Israel.

Jesus told me that if I was as rich as Bill Gates I could not be as rich as finding this place. These riches were far and not even to be compared with all the riches in the world.

He showed me a cupboard over to the right where there were nuggets, gold nuggets and I held one in my hand. I knew that it was something so precious and worth keeping. The scripture came to me:

Proverbs 10. Receive my instruction, and not silver; and knowledge rather than choice gold.
11. For wisdom is better than rubies; and all the things that may be desired are not to be compared to it…………………..
18. Riches and honour are with me; yea, durable riches and righteousness.
19. My fruit is better than gold, yea, than fine gold; and my revenue than choice silver.
20. I lead in the way of righteousness, in the midst of the paths of judgment:
21. That I may cause those that love me to inherit substance; and I will fill their treasures.

I knew that these gold nuggets were the wisdom and instruction of God and were to be held in great respect and pondered on and obeyed.

The next cupboard closer to me on the left was filled with rubies and diamonds. The Lord showed me that these were the precious promises of God. These delighted my heart and shone and sparkled. The scripture came to me:


2 Peter 4. Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust.
These were the precious promises that He had given me over the years and had kept me safe and sane.


In the middle of these two cupboards was another one. In the midst of it flowed oil and also there was a fountain of water. The Lord showed me that this was to do with my gifts. The oil of anointing that flowed as I sung and water that brought life as I praised. This was a special anointing that had been given to me. I knew that this was the most important calling in my life. And that I should focus on it and develop it and not neglect it. Help me Father, in Jesus Name to take your vision seriously
Above these cupboards was another cupboard. On the left was hung up the armour, just like you would see a knights armour. It was all made of metal and was a dark silver colour. The helmet was there hung up and the shield and the sword. The breastplate and the girdle and the shoes too, just like a knights that seemed to be long like they were on the knights.

This of course was the armour I put on everyday and stand in against the foes wiles

Ephesians 6.12. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15. And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16. Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
18. Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;

Then next to the armour in another section was a sceptre, and a crown and a purple velvet cloak. He was showing me that I am a king and a priest to Him.

1Pe 2:5 Ye also, as lively stones, are built up a spiritual house, an holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices, acceptable to God by Jesus Christ.
Rev 1:6 And hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father; to him [be] glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.


I was a bit intrepid about the next one, but Jesus said this was the best of all. In the next section of the cupboard was a bridal gown. It had jewels sewn into it and He showed me a part of it. It was made of silk and was packed away in a box in tissue, like you would see a bridal gown.

Isa 61:10 I will greatly rejoice in the LORD, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh [himself] with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth [herself] with her jewels.


Rev 21:2 And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.